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Always the new boy at school, always the stranger, Will Graham is used to being dragged across state lines by his father. But when he's brought to a sleepy lakeside town in Virginia, he's confronted with more than his own fears: he's stumbled upon terrible secrets that are just beginning to take root in his new home.
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Fandom poetry by Corvicula1979
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Real Person Fiction, Babylon 5, Firefly, Norse Religion & Lore, Thor (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom, Hex (TV)
03 May 2015
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The poems I have written related to various fandoms.
Okay and honestly there is some Myth!Loki in here as well, which I guess isn't fandom, but I POST WHAT I WANT.
They're about (Marvel) Loki unless noted otherwise.None of the characters belong to me. In the "memed" haiku, none of the images do either. Basically downloaded from everywhere, except a couple that I screencapped myself, and one where I made some photoshop changes of my own to an image I downloaded. :)
Including my ever growing collection of Loki haiku. (Can also be found on http://www.tumblr.com/blog/lokishaiku : yes, that is me.)
I'm using "chapters" for each poem (except the haiku, which are posted collectively), and leaving the number of chapters open-ended. But it's not like fiction where that means something is 'unfinished' - just that there will most likely be more to come...
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side stories to go with "If you close your eyes"
concerning Ori and Kili and their affair before the quest, and other things in the future
(can be read as a stand alone)(but then it's a sad story)Series
- Part 2 of If you close your eyes
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In which love could really be considered a chemical defect and aeroplanes are nothing but silver birds.
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21-year-old Dominique Weasley has realised that being an adult is hard, especially if you have an undiagnosed anxiety disorder that you’re trying to keep secret. To help herself deal with everything she starts writing a diary.
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“Just keep coming back to me,” says Foggy, and Matt could kiss him then, he could, but that’s not fair, because one of these nights Matt will come back to him in a bodybag and it’s already bad enough. It wouldn’t be fair. It’s unfair enough as it is. Matt Murdock, finally finding the sin he won’t commit in the name of justice. Matt Murdock, never quite falling out of love.
“I promise,” says Matt, and Foggy isn’t the one who hears heartbeats, can’t catch the lie.
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When Silver comes back aboard the Walrus to match his stolen page to the log, he gets a shocking glimpse of his future.
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John can't sleep. It's been a while since Harold had to tuck anyone in.
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Hamilton inhales as if to speak, but nothing comes out, and he just sighs instead. His eyes remain fixed to the wall the entire time.
Lafayette frowns.“Are you alright, Alexander? It’s unlike you to be so quiet.”
[Alexander can't speak, Lafayette tries to understand, Laurens is mostly just a cheeky little shit, and Mulligan is clearly the only reason the other three have survived this long.]
[Part of series, can be read alone.]
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- Part 3 of palette
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Indestructible Iron by The_Girl_Who_Got_Tired_of_Waiting
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies)
24 Sep 2017
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Afghanistan is pain. That goes without saying, really. Constant, unending pain. From his chest, his body, from inside his own brain. It's a relief – sweet, blissful relief – when Tony wakes to find a whole section of his body not hurting anymore... Until it dawns on him that this isn't normal.
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In Afghanistan, Tony is injured far worse than anyone understands. He hides the true extent of his injuries from everyone.
That was never going to end well.
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A series of sequential vignettes following Yellow and Blue’s relationship over time.
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“Why were you looking up fanfiction,” the word rolls off his tongue like an expletive, and you shudder, “at three AM? Fanfiction about the two of us, Peter, really, I know you want attention, but this just seems a little extreme.” You look back up at him to see that he’s watching you shrewdly, one eyebrow raised. “Don’t you think?”
(if depictions of emotionally abusive behavior are iffy for you, then you probably shouldn't read this.)
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- Part 2 of no no no
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Shane knew that he was eventually going to have to tell Ryan about his chronic illness
He just hadn't expected it to happen at three in the morning in a questionably haunted house
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Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yoursSeries
- Part 1 of Secret Love Song
- Part 1 of Downton Mixes
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He saw his blonde hair flecked with grey, the lines on his face, his arm in a sling and for the life of him, he couldn’t see what she saw in him.
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- Part 50 of Downton Drabbles
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Five Times Thomas and Matthew Nearly Kissed and One Time They Did by GhostDetective
Fandoms: Downton Abbey
18 Apr 2018
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What might have been, if events had gone a little differently.
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Edward could feel their eyes on him.
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- Part 9 of Downton Shorts
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Seizure by AutisticWriter
Fandoms: Dangan Ronpa - All Media Types, Dangan Ronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc
30 Oct 2018
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Byakuya has an absence seizure and Chihiro tries to work out what is going on.
[Prompt 29: Seizure]
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- Part 29 of Whumptober
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Where The Streets Have No Name by J_Baillier
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
16 Dec 2018
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A work motivation crisis, a wedding, and a crazy plan (which turns out to be not so crazy after all) lead doctors Holmes and Watson to Africa.
This story is a part of the "You Go To My Head" AU series, and makes sense best when read after the preceding parts.
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- Part 10 of You Go To My Head
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Anthony didn’t stop running until he reached the car, because if he did, he felt sure he would go back.
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- Part 123 of Downton Drabbles
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you may not rest now, there are monsters nearby by Princex_N
Fandom: Voltron: Legendary Defender
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I don't mind by Word_Addict
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
01 Sep 2021
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After a visit to Heaven, Aziraphale has a meltdown. Fortunately, Crowley is there to help with snake hugs.
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- Part 16 of 100 Ways to Say 'I Love You'
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“Just keep coming back to me,” says Foggy, and Matt could kiss him then, he could, but that’s not fair, because one of these nights Matt will come back to him in a bodybag and it’s already bad enough. It wouldn’t be fair. It’s unfair enough as it is. Matt Murdock, finally finding the sin he won’t commit in the name of justice. Matt Murdock, never quite falling out of love.
“I promise,” says Matt, and Foggy isn’t the one who hears heartbeats, can’t catch the lie.
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For once the podfic is better tagged than the OG. my kind of pain just from summary. From gifts to Shmaylor.
Let justice be done, let heaven rush ini. Justice, when she comes to him, is a woman.
First, she is the nuns at his orphanage, the harried social worker who spares him a rare smile which he can, of course, not see, but can hear in her voice, the older girls who tell him when to shut up, shut up, shut up, because they are the forgotten, the unwanted, the-very-literally-silent-sufferers. The women are kind and they are careful, and their justice is brief and costly. Later, she will be Karen, and Claire, will be the women who die and the women who live, and he tries not to question it, why his model for justice is a woman, why his model for victim is also. Perhaps it is easier. He is neither arbiter, nor victim, when of course, his whole life, he’s been both.
.. The Lord appoints his saints. It is only a little slip into blasphemy, to give his model for the Virgin, in the quiet sanctuary of his own mind, scales, a sword. The irony is, of course, never lost on him, but he’s not justice.
He’s just blind.
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There was something inside him, deep beneath the devil, blood-deep and bone-deep, marking him as never normal, never right.
(never would've been normal even before blind the original of his Original Sin)
The Murdock boys, they got the devil in them. But not like this. Oh, he prays, not like this.--
All of this pain, the splitting ache in his chest and the tears in his eyes and this feeling of the roof caving in on top of him. That’s fair. In the pursuit of his brand of justice, that’s fair.
Fair is not the same as just. Matt is, just barely, beginning to learn to tell the difference.
(justice as morally right but fair as impartial, without favoratism. and his justice is certainly not impartial.)--
She is a good woman and she loves him and he knows, although he couldn’t tell you how, that she has the sheer ruthless compassion inside her to burn this city down to save it, and even he wouldn’t do that, over his dead body, amen, amen, amen.
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Matt wonders what it makes him, that he always expects the worst.A man who has lived his life, and has very, very good ears to hear the things people call him behind his back, he guesses.
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(Foggy is one of the only people Matt knows for sure wouldn’t shun him if he knew his other secret. He would, however, do the sad smile that Matt can recognise from that tone in his voice, the one he hates, .. Matt’s not sure if he could survive that conversation. He’s looking forward to never finding out.)
Foggy sits him on the couch and he orders pizza, he narrates some crappy movie to him and pulls a blanket over both their laps and stands over Matt until he takes some pain pills, although they’re just enough to take the edge off, but Matt doesn’t tell Foggy that. His heart beats steady and happy and he smells like hypoallergenic washing powder and the sort of sunlight that makes some people sneeze. .. He kisses Matt on the forehead before he leaves, because he does that, sometimes, when they’re alone, and Matt has never let himself hope that it means anything.
In the everlasting second before the door swings closed, Matt feels the words curling in the back of his throat, trying to force their way out like a cat with a hairball. ..I would do anything to make you stay, I would do anything to keep you safe, and you can never be safe around me, I know you don’t love me back and it’s okay, it’s okay, just lie to me this once except I would never ask you that, ever, please don’t go-- (Fishstone Vasaday crossed with canon Goody.)
Matt wonders if what holds his tongue is cowardice, or bravery. In this brave new world of theirs, it’s starting to get a little difficult to tell the difference.
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and Matt doesn’t even bother saying what.
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“I wish that you would, you idiot,” says Foggy, and his voice is so, so kind.“What?” says Matt, giving up on not bothering, and Foggy snorts, inches a little closer to him on the couch.
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“This is so you,” says Foggy, fondly, “Trying to argue me out of being in love with you. Trying to give back something freely given out of guilt." ..“You’re so beautiful,” whispers Matt, and the uptick in Foggy’s heartbeat tells Matt that he doesn’t believe him, but he likes to hear it anyway.
Not just belief in your Own words, huh.--
But the other shoe never drops and that feeling erodes but it doesn’t crumble, and he makes himself be brave, .. and he learns that it’s normal, that some guilt isn’t solely Catholic, and some guilt is guilt he doesn’t need to carry, or, at least, carry alone.
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(Human, a man not a mask,) Maybe, just this once, Matt gets to be a person and not a punishment.