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To the Readers Who Look Up to the Sky and Wish by moonyslesbogf
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Dec 2025
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‼️[ 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗣𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝗳𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆. 𝗜 𝗥𝗘𝗝𝗘𝗖𝗧 𝗝𝗞 𝗥𝗢𝗪𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗚'𝗦 𝗕𝗜𝗚𝗢𝗧𝗥𝗬 ] ‼️
It would be comical if I started talking about the thing. But actually I think that's what the opening sentence is made for. The truth is, I didn't want to cheat. I know it's cliché for a husband to say this. Or that there was never really anything there. But, fuck. What the hell was wrong with me? Or was it just him that was the problem? I guess I'll never know.
Screw the idea of love. None of this would have happened if Dor-, no, me had been like this. Or in the end, it wasn't meant to be her. It was always Sirius. And as corny as it may sound, it is, I'm confessing all of this because I have nothing else to lose but my son. Since I've lost everything. Home. Pension money. And in the 20th century, they still haven't invented a way to have an angel on your shoulder. Just a little devil, coming from the same womb as capitalism, full of insight and sagacity, whispering there in your ear. I can still feel it, even the first time your lips were on my earlobe. It was soft and aching, just like who knows what built up in my chest, and when I was faced with its truckload of emotions, oh, I was so weak.